Sunday, June 6, 2010

Today is the first day of the rest of my life.

Today is the first day of the rest of my life.

I received a lot of epiphanies today.
I need to take advantage of the time that I have.
No more feeling lonely.
No more feeling like I don't have friends.
I'm going to stop being shy.
I'm going to make friends. Lots of them.

I'm going to MAKE adventures in my life.
No more waiting for them to come to me.
No more sitting around being bored, and complaining of it, too.
I'm going to go out.
And if I don't have anyone to go with, I'll go anyway, and make my own adventures.

This is going to be my summer, my YEAR even.
No more worrying.
No more being cautious.
No more saying "if", "but", or "maybe".

I'm going to lose weight.
I'm going to feel great.
I'm going to be HAPPY.
I'm going to do things that I want.

I'm done living only for other people.
I'm done being careful all the time.
Of course, I'll still help others out. I'll still do things for people.
But now, I'm also going to do things for me.
Because I deserve it.

1 comment:

  1. you do deserve it! the best way to feel better is getting things done yourself! good for you baby girl! miss you!

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