I took piano lessons for.. let's see.. probably about ten years of my life. I'm not saying I'm really great or anything, but I do know how to play. And, with all of that practice under my belt, you think that I would have enough confidence to not get nervous playing in front of others.
I'm pretty sure I got my calling in relief society to embarrass me. Okay, I know that's really not why I got it, but seriously, every single time I play, no matter how well I know the song, or how often I have practiced it, I still get nervous. And you know what happens when I get nervous? I mess up. With out fail. Lucky me.
I can practice on my own for hours. I can play the song over and over again flawlessly. But no matter what, I always seem to mess up when I play songs in front of other people.
This is torture. I know I'm probably being dramatic, but I just get embarrassed easily I guess.
Anyway, on another note!
I spent way too much money on clothes yesterday, but I don't really regret it because I needed clothes pretty bad. And not to mention how much fun I had with James' sister Kera. She pretty much rocks my socks, and I'm not even wearing any. That's just how cool she is :)
And we found out how much we have in common! It's seriously almost freaky how much alike we are, but it's fun. I love her so much and I am going to be so sad when she moves back up to Oregon next week! :(
story of my life. i can't play or sing in front of people..
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