Being Happy.

This is one of the most cliche sayings ever, but it completely applies to my life:

"Sometimes you need to forget how you feel and remember what you deserve."

(Side note... That's an approximation of the actual phrase. Please forgive me if I misplaced a word or two)

My heart has felt so ambiguous about basically everything lately. I feel like my mind is constantly running, and I can't figure out how to get it to stop.

I remember that I need to practice my patience and faith (via previous blogpost), but it's not always as simple as that, and I wish it were all just easy. I'm sure I'll look back on these moments of my life and say, "Oh. I completely understand now. If only I knew then what I knew now, things would be so much easier" But life doesn't work that way.

I also think I decided I'm just going to constantly take chances. I'll talk to people when I want. I'll go places I want to go. I'll do things that I want to do, and not even think twice about it. Maybe this will help me grow into the person that I want to become.

Sorry, this post was kinda random, but I just like to write down my thoughts sometimes. It helps :)